World of Chances.

Once again, my heart was pushed to the side and all feelings of happiness, security, and love were left unnoticed and un-cared-for.

But I can’t dread on that, right? Because, “You know, sometimes it’s just out of your hands, but trust me. There’s someone looking down on you who cares so much about you.”

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Even though I may feel lonely 99% of the time, I always have Him in my life. And He will always love me.

I must realize that the worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself.

That’s one on my biggest fears, not being comfortable and not loving myself. I gotta work on that, don’t I? Because God made me the way I am because he wanted me that way. And He knew I had a World of Chances to give somebody.

Even though I tell that to myself here, it’s hard to believe.

My faith has lost it’s strength again.

But when the fight gets hard, I fight harder. When the mountain gets steep, I climb faster. I just have to. I have to Turn Right. I have to listen to my Black Keys.

I have to keep my hope. Hope is necessary in every single condition.

Hope is a waking dream. A dream that shouldn’t be shattered. Hope lifts you up, plants a smile on your face, lights your heart up and fills it with joy.

I can’t worry about the things I have no control of. Worry gives small things big shadows. Fear grows in darkness. So when you have a fear, turn on a light. God has the ultimate plan for us. He has a World of Chances for us.

Chance is the providence of all adventures.

The last time I wrote one of these I said I wanted and adventure with you. I still do.

I have a blazing heart in my soul, but no one ever comes to sit by it.

Am I reaching too high to ask for your love? I’m reaching so high. I haven’t quite got it yet, but hey. I haven’t got a handful of mud either.

I have four main loves in my life: God, my bestfriends, my family, and YOU.

It seems as if only two of them are 100% committed to my needs. (God and YOU).

I’m not saying I need much. I just need someone to spill my secrets to and who will listen to me when I need it. And believe it or not, I can do the same in return.

What is love? Love is when one person knows all of your secrets... your deepest, darkest, most dreadful secrets of which no one else in the world knows... and yet in the end, that one person does not think any less of you; even if the rest of the world does.

I have a World of Chances for you.

I know I was put on this earth to love and to be loved. I can say that as much as I want, but sometime it’s hard to soak in a truly believe, you know?

When I hear music, I fear no danger. I am invulnerable. I see no foe. I know who I am, I believe in myself.

I can't force someone to love me; all I can do is become someone who can be loved and the rest is up them.

I understand with love comes pain, but why did I have to love so much?
Because I was made for that reason. I’ve never been unloved. <3>

I always say meeting you was fate. Because that one day was absolute luck and random. I had talked about going to see you for so long and thing were falling apart, as was I…slowly.

Then, all the sudden, last minute. Litterally. It was going to work. I had to run to the seats. And I never run.

That’s where I discovered my happiness, security, and love.

You’ve got a face for a smile, you know.

Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.

I don't love you for you looks, or your clothes, for your fancy car (even though I have a perfectly healthy obsession with it), or because of any other silly reason, but because you sing a song only I can hear. Only I am willing to understand and adore.

Who you are is everything I need. Who you are has got me on my knees.

Like I said, meeting you was fate. Treating you and viewing you as a friend was a choice, but loving you along the way. I had no control over.

Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love still stands when all else has fallen.

I don’t love you because of who you are, I love you because of who I am when I am with you: Happy, secure, loved, smiley, warm, bubbly.

"Any man can love a million girls. But it takes a real man to love only one girl, a million ways.”

Maybe I’m just afraid?

Sure, I’m missing you because we’re far apart, but somehow, I feel all warm inside because you’re so close in my heart.

Let me be patient, let me be kind.
Tell him I need him.
Tell him I love him.
And it'll be alright, it’ll be alright.

But if I lack love, then I am nothing at all.
I can give away, everything I possess.
But I'm without love then I have no happiness.
I'll never be jealous.
And I won't be too proud.
Cause love is not boastful.
And love is not loud.

I’m really thankful you’re in my life. You really don’t know how grateful I am. <3

I’ve got a World of Chances for you. Really, I do. I promise.

I'm hoping.
I'm wating.
I'm praying you are the one.

No worries, though.

I'm here to stay. I promise you I'll wait. <3>

Trust me. I won’t let you down.